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Did you really beam me up
Did you really take me up
In a cloud of sparkling dust
In a cloud of bright dust
Just to do experiments on?
Just to test things on me?
Tell me I was the chosen one
Tell me I was the special one
Showed me that this world is bigger than us
Showed me that this world is bigger than us
Then sent me back where I came from
Then sent me back to where I came from
For a moment, I knew cosmic love
For a short time, I knew love from the stars
Now I'm down bad, cryin' at the gym
Now I am very sad, crying at the gym
Everything comes out teenage petulance
Everything I say sounds like an angry child
"Fuck it if I can't have him"
"Forget it if I cannot be with him"
"I might just die, it would make no difference"
"I might just die, it would not matter"
Down bad, wakin' up in blood
Very sad, waking up hurt
Starin' at the sky, come back and pick me up
Looking at the sky, come back and get me
Fuck it if I can't have us
Forget it if we cannot be together
I might just not get up, I might stay
I might just not get up, I might stay
Down bad
Very sad
Fuck it if I can't have him
Forget it if I cannot be with him
Down bad
Very sad
Fuck it if I can't have him
Forget it if I cannot be with him
Did you take all my old clothes
Did you take all my old clothes
Just to leave me here, naked and alone
Just to leave me here, without clothes and alone
In a field in my same old town
In a field in my same old town
That somehow seems so hollow now?
That seems so empty now?
They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about
They will say I am crazy if I talk about
The existence of you
You being real
For a moment, I was heavenstruck
For a moment, I was full of wonder
Now I'm down bad, cryin' at the gym (Cryin' at the gym)
Now I am very sad, crying at the gym (Crying at the gym)
Everything comes out teenage petulance
Everything I say sounds like an angry child
"Fuck it if I can't have him" (Fuck it if I can't have him)
"Forget it if I cannot be with him" (Forget it if I cannot be with him)
"I might just die, it would make no difference"
"I might just die, it would not matter"
Down bad, wakin' up in blood (Wakin' up in blood)
Very sad, waking up hurt (Waking up hurt)
Starin' at the sky, come back and pick me up
Looking at the sky, come back and get me
Fuck it if I can't have us
Forget it if we cannot be together
I might just not get up, I might stay
I might just not get up, I might stay
Down bad (Like I lost my twin)
Very sad (Like I lost my twin)
Fuck it if I can't have him (Down bad)
Forget it if I cannot be with him (Very sad)
Down bad (Wavin' at the ship)
Very sad (Waving at the ship)
Fuck it if I can't have him
Forget it if I cannot be with him
I loved your hostile takeovers
I loved when you took control
Encounters closer and closer
Meeting closer and closer
All your indecent exposures
All the times you showed yourself
How dare you say that it's
How can you say that it is
I'll build you a fort on some planet
I will build you a house on some planet
Where they can all understand it
Where they can all understand it
How dare you think it's romantic
How can you think it is lovely
Leaving me safe and stranded
To leave me safe but stuck
'Cause fuck it, I was in love
Because forget it, I was in love
So fuck you if I can't have us
So forget you if we cannot be together
'Cause fuck it, I was in love
Because forget it, I was in love
Now I'm down bad, cryin' at the gym (Cryin' at the gym)
Now I am very sad, crying at the gym (Crying at the gym)
Everything comes out teenage petulance
Everything I say sounds like an angry child
"Fuck it if I can't have him" (Can't have him)
"Forget it if I cannot be with him" (Cannot be with him)
"I might just die, it would make no difference"
"I might just die, it would not matter"
Down bad, wakin' up in blood (Wakin' up in blood)
Very sad, waking up hurt (Waking up hurt)
Starin' at the sky, come back and pick me up
Looking at the sky, come back and get me
Fuck it if I can't have us
Forget it if we cannot be together
I might just not get up, I might stay
I might just not get up, I might stay
Down bad (Like I lost my twin)
Very sad (Like I lost my twin)
Fuck it if I can't have him (I'm down bad)
Forget it if I cannot be with him (I am very sad)
Down bad (Wavin' at the ship)
Very sad (Waving at the ship)
Fuck it if I can't have him
Forget it if I cannot be with him
Like I lost my twin
Like I lost my twin
Fuck it if I can't have him
Forget it if I cannot be with him
Down bad (Wavin' at the ship)
Very sad (Waving at the ship)
Fuck it if I can't have him
Forget it if I cannot be with him

Down Bad

Easter Eggs & Lore

01

beam me up

【Personal Life History】 This uses an alien abduction metaphor to describe Taylor's fast and intense romance with Matty Healy in early 2023. It suggests she felt taken away from her normal life to a different world.

02

cosmic love

【Hidden Connections to Old Songs】 This phrase connects to the celestial and space themes found in the album 'Midnights', specifically songs like 'Mastermind' and 'Snow On The Beach'. It represents a love that feels destined by the universe.

03

cryin' at the gym

【Top Fan Moments】 This is one of the most shared and 'meme-able' lyrics on social media. Fans love the contrast between a place for physical strength and the emotional weakness of a breakup.

04

teenage petulance

【Story and Symbols】 This refers to the feeling of acting like a grumpy or angry child. It fits the 'Tortured Poet' theme where Taylor admits that heartbreak makes her act immature and dramatic, regardless of her actual age.

05

wakin' up in blood

【Look and Style】 This graphic image creates a dark, gothic mood. It matches the 'Tortured Poets' aesthetic of being emotionally wounded and matches the hospital/asylum visuals seen in the 'Fortnight' music video.

06

same old town

【Hidden Connections to Old Songs】 This reminds fans of the song 'seven' from 'folklore' and 'Tis The Damn Season' from 'evermore'. It focuses on the feeling of being trapped in a small, boring place after experiencing something big.

07

lost my twin

【Hidden Connections to Old Songs】 This is a direct callback to the 'All Too Well' lyric 'twin fire sign'. It suggests that the person she lost was someone she felt was exactly like her, making the loss feel like losing a part of herself.

08

hostile takeovers

【Personal Life History】 This likely refers to the controversial and bold nature of Matty Healy. In business, this means taking control of a company without being asked, mirroring how he suddenly and loudly entered her life after her long relationship with Joe Alwyn ended.

09

wavin' at the ship

【Story and Symbols】 This represents the feeling of being left behind after the 'aliens' (the lover) return to their own world. It is a symbol of longing for a fantasy that is no longer there.

10

safe and stranded

【Story and Symbols】 This is a classic Taylor Swift paradox. Even though she is 'safe' back on Earth, she feels 'stranded' because her heart is still with the person who left. It highlights that being physically okay does not mean being emotionally okay.